Friday, December 29, 2006
~ 2:35 AM ~
so many days didnt update liao ... as in i dunno wat to write and how to start ... tired as always, but i think there's a need to update ... have any1 thought of wat's the meaning to live ? ... dun mistaken tat i feel like committing suicide or watever ... this is a qns in my mind for a very long time ... some ppl say u live to find out the ans to tat qns, some ppl juz simply dun bother ... i cant say tat i'm a optimistic person as i always prepare myself for the worst to come ... and i hate ppl to tell me,"look on the bright side" ... tat person will simply get a wacking from me ... to me, tat sentence is simply juz to console urself or to help u escape from the reality ... i rather to get myself prepared for the worst or think of solution to solve the problem .......